Loneliness live each one goes beyond an elusive fish, goes beyond refuge in your studies, going beyond .....
may not reach an adjective describing the state or the word I'm q,
is being without the presence, that loneliness that you realize that you cover these but with the illusion that far .....
That illusion that just wait to see how much more is still alive, but rather seems to not follow the illusion that one is dying, that never was and I was just the simple fact of being bored as usual, or alone, because everyone thinks you're the super social q but still having friends do not always fills you completely, because even though you know you love and care for you you still feel alone, it is a loneliness and even make your friend, but like any friend sometimes sucks.
Holding on wishful thinking is usually a good method, without guilt, without restrictions, duties, in conclusion ... nothing.
Holding on to also wishful thinking is often a risk, a risk that until these muddy up the neck you do not realize that is no longer a mere illusion, and worst of all is when you do not know if: it is still whimsical illusion, or maybe it's your ego that does not want to lose, or perhaps they realize is that without you and began to import that person and you realize that these fucking the situation trying to finish every day because everything was better when all was more free, when you did not care, when they needed it to be quiet every night, and now when even I wonder how, or you just are glad to see him happy, just to see, or know you are going to q see, it fills.
But what hurts most is that at the very end you realize that you cling to, just to realize you're still not alone and that this situation does not change, has not changed, and at least a few years not change.
Everyone knows what you have, each account without realizing it in the mail, when you ask how are you or just in a very brave coward or maybe in your msn nickname, behind the lyrics, or sentences of some writer who now felt like you feel, because I dance too huayno someone over their pieces of necrotic heart and even spider webs, and to top danced badly, and after all to make it more enjoyable (because it is melancholy huayno ) was made to dance to Daddy Yankee for the reggaeton is fashionable.
MIGHT because there lies the elusive state, or just be another excuse to continue with this loneliness q and sometimes seems to be your way of being obsessive ................ and who understands you? and who understands us? who?
In the days when God and his promises of a better world, or your family with your eternal support, or your friends with your mad hope, fill you up, when the thirst is not quenched, when hunger does not subside, when loneliness is not appeased, not appeased, not appeased.
maybe .......... maybe .............
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